Month: January 2018

I had said in a previous post that I would compose a lyrical & musical post dedicated to my dream turned reality, my queen. she is my……secret scroll on which I could scribe stories untold…the mold did not have to be broken, because there was only one,for her…..to behold An inspiration, she is…My affirmation, she is and If I were on deaths bed…….She would be my aspiration to live …It is for this reason, that she is the reason.

I composed this piece as if we were talking to each other. I actually wrote both of our parts ( sorry Dessa) but I know you don’t write the way I do, but in the same breath I also know that you would say this…Lol.

She said

Tim my king stand here with tears in my eyes…to take you and make me whole And from this day on we will be one From this day on we will be one One man, one woman One family One soul One

You for me and I for you! Nothing shall separate us Not even a break in the Universe could pull me From you When you found me in the Zodiac The completion of me began My missing pieces began to mend… Tim, you are the man of my dreams Bringing forth my deepest desires….. You have lit every fire within me With a non extinguishable flame! Your love…….your love is like the sweet beach breeze That blows in spring and the Santee heat that Consumes the summer air……. Like rain in the dessert, you came When I needed you most, and you made me sing songs That I have written and packed away- you made me believe things that I thought never could be true And for that I love you from the deepest depths of my soul. We will remain as we always have been

Inseparable….

 Like the sands on a deserted beach your waves comfort me and with you, I need no other! In life, I will keep you, protect your heart, and never allow you to fade. I will be the drink you need when energy is low And the smell of newness has long gone. Baby, when you look at me, a Transference of what I feel will consume you. Without you, I will cease to exist.

Tim, you are my best friend…husband Lover…consoler…motivator…treasure taker…father to our child The foundation of my building, my rock, and stability I love you like I love Jesus and the Holy Trinity. From lovers to lifers…we complete the cycle Like Adam and Eve against the world There is survival Nothing shall ever break us We will continue this cycle of love And pass it along to Jasmine And through her What we share will be forever captured in time This is how I felt and feel from the day I took you as my husband

Dessa I look at you and my eyes water by your light I also knew that the moment I laid my rap to you (smiling) That in time I would have you dressed in white But I vowed to not just that day but each day thereafter Not just share that day with you But I promised to share a love for an eternity

 and with a commitment that is endless like two circles connected willingly

I asked God to be my witness and give me the one thing, I with heartfelt sincerity Always wanted…… An Identical Partner…My soulmate The missing piece to my ribs alignment Love, I swear before Christ that my words to you are true My heart beat these very words just a few milliseconds ago I will give my life to you, sacrifice my life for you, and I will never let you down

Because if I do I failed God too!! I want you beyond the needy greed of a wealthy man’s money I want to…I have to…I must survive with you Like a bee needs his honey You are my oxygen. And without you…I am merely a figure Not a man Dessa, you are my night and day Two parts in two halves My wine and my daily bread You have met and exceeded the very credentials Of a motivator, procreator and dominator of a worldly queen If it were possible…I could and actually I have Played this day over and over and over again in my mind Just to have you here with me and hear with me That………..Yes! I Take this woman, I will abide by her, honor her, and cherish her All lies will become truth with you And my every thought will be approved by you I can no longer have a life of emptiness without you. Today I am so high because that life of loneliness has been lifted

I know how Atlas felt when the world was on his shoulders I was born for you, grew and raised by Callie Ira for you I knew that God gives what we need, when we need it, and not want it And He delivered me to you as you were out there for me at the appointed time I am your true king The man you are to grow old with. Baby, I look in those pretty brown eyes And lay my hand on your heart And your hand on my heart becomes Two beats One you One me One flesh That day we united as WE. Our corners have been filled. We are committed, Committed to life I will always love you Dessa. Tonight I will give you the blinking stars in the sky and I will assure you a morning every night.

My one and only goal is to truly satisfy you. My dreams are to wake up every morning with you I said and will continue to say those words till the death of me That day as with every day that has followed Is with you You are my life You graduated from my friend to being my wife I love you and you know this Yes you know it too Cause that day like every day afterwards Was the day that I said I do …………

I love you !!!!

Just the blessing of your beauty …..Sometimes…I said sometimes love-I look at you and feel at a loss for words. Imagine that! A poet…at a loss for words!! Yet, I look at you and I am so captivated and in awe that I draw a blank. Yes! I said it……I mean- just from the blessing of your essence My thoughts are often left in disarray Can you dig that? Me the writer, the orator, tongue-tied Left with nothing to say ………hmnnnnnnn…. I can say this……..I know the results of pure happiness Waking up to you As I pinch myself each morning…. See…it has never been about just the physical But rather- the love you have with me It is….our souls touching before the skin is felt Our eyes seeing beyond words Our hearts meeting long before our lips Only Heaven and God knows how much I need you These are real feelings love

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I feel honored to awake with you as the sun rises Mentally exposed with no need for manly disguises We are complete….we are free Wrapped in your arms it feels like a dream A cinematic romance of us loving each other You and me Heart strings Soul ties Ecstasy and intimacy Intertwined in a sensual haze For a minute I am lost in your pretty brown eyed Gaze And I know that with you Is where I have forever longed to be I have prayed for, and searched for You My eternity I told you once a while ago That if I could possess your night I would give you my every morning If you would allow me to conquer your evening I would honor you with my life Laying you down ever so slowly And waking you up with my last name And have you looking forward to seeing many moons And caressing you mentally, spiritually emotionally as well as physically Each day with warm sunrays And poetic words  “Tim, My love- I give you permission ….. With no resistance – to possess my nights And I vow to you king, to give you my mornings Satisfying your deepest desires and inner longings In you….I have found my completion My soulmate….you are what I have been seeking I give you my all freely- take what you desire as it is yours I give myself to you with no remorse or closed doors”

 He said Listen baby, and listen closely You can hear the choir of angels sangin And you will free the shift of U-N-I VERSE…ING As this is no end but a beginning And this will happen each and every time We are entwined Entangled in our love Reciting poetry of last nights affair And tonight’s replay of yesterday

she said I hear you King I too hear the sounds of our sounds sounding like a symphony Gasps……of passion laced in between intimacy Feeling you…….our moans well……… Our bodies tangled in this deep web of love Nights….simply nothing less than simply erotic…………

 I feel you…… I love Our morning ritual of a cup of coffee Would be Reminiscing over music by Barry, Marvin, and Stevie Hathaway, Levert, Kelly, the Isleys and Teddy Topping over last night with some Luther And with that kind of line up…….

Whew Weeeee Timeeeeee You/we did our thang didn’t we There is not question Undoubtedly how we ended up multiplying The Wright Family

 

Yes Sunshine ( since I know you do not like the Queen moniker)

There have been nights love when I have not been able to dream and on this particular night that I could not sleep I could not sleep because my thoughts were occupied by……….you So this night Can I?

Can I take you there? I want you to want me- to be that man that holds you at night giving you multiples of mental orgasms until your synapse spasms. As subconscious as it may be, conscious ecstasy is my experience when I do dream…you know what I mean ? Can I take you there? It may sound like love, but it’s not, it may sound like lust but it’s not it is anxiety leading up to those things, like you wearing my ring, yessss………you’re the reason why I sing as I watch flowers bloom, and us jumping the broom Can I take you there Love? Can I take you there, It is not too far; just an emotion away I can ease your mind so do not worry about confusion that is just an illusion In my world you will realize you can stay there sleep there you;’ll have no fear we can make love there you will feel like you are on drugs there but only high off life it’s been compared to to heaven there I keep it real here and I provide constant attention here can you see me combing your hair running your bath water, communicating with our sons and daughters? Your dinner is ready here we will read John 3:16 there Can I take you there My love….Can I take you there….. Disrespectful brothers get smacked here fast women that approach me when you go to the ladies room get to talk to my hand….here I will make love to you until we exhaust ourselves of every single solitary ounce of strength here and di it again and again and again here yesssssss….right here right here….. ummmmmmmmm right here ooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeee right here We can make alot of noise here and last but not least we will don’t have to worry about tomorrow it never comes here it is always today, so we will last forever here Leaving you is not even a though here as long as you are here I will whisper sweet things in your right ear while covering your left ear so the words can not escape Can I tattoo images of you on the inside of my eyelids so that every time I blink I think of you can I? carry you where ever it is that you must go so that you may never walk away from me ? Can I Pray to God and ask him to make me a modern day miracle and have you impregnate me because I can not bear to see you in pain can I take your name when we get married.

Can I be your lover everyday can I discover new found land between your temple can I boldly go where no man has ever thought to and that is to go with you to buy new shoes cause you know that takes forever and you are worth me missing the lakers vs the Spurs Can I buy sets of towels that say his and hers can I speak to you in French Mon amour vous etes mon sloeil Qui s elve dans mon est et mes series dans mon ouest Peux-Je Faire cela? and in case you dont understand let me translate it back my love, you are my sun that rises in my east and sets in my west can I do that can I pour vintage wine in your belly button until I am drunk can I make love to you until one or both of us smells like pure de funk ? Can I protect you with martial arts as if I was a Shaolin monk can I get a little ghettoe with you and do as the young folk say and keep it crunk and can I every now and then lust after and stare at all the junk in your trunk can I do that can I be your pure portal to pure ecstasy can I Show you how I get goosebumps when ever you are next to me can I travel to the end of the world to make sure Columbus was not lying to us and if I Cant afford that do you mind going to the beach with me on a public bus to watch the sun set but I didn’t forget you are my sun and if I want to see it set I’ll just close my eyes and shift them from east to west because I have sketched images of you these are just a mere fraction of the places i long to go and things that I’m willing to do all you have to do is say you love me too So can you do that?

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This post is one of my favorites because I’m doing a collab with this amazing poet by the name of  Luciana  Rio who happens to be related to Rocio Mendez who did a duet with Raphael Saddiq. She goes by the name Mz. Represent.

I will certainly share more of our collaborative efforts in the future, and I am honored to do a piece showcasing how beautiful I think she is but for now

We present to you…..Tonight 

Tonight was different….. it was in the way that the wind blew and the stars glistened there was no way I could spend tonight at home being single had become synonymous with being alone donning my highest heels and my lowest cut dress I left my lonely existence behind and set out on a quest…. a quest for simple satisfaction tired of talking and ready for action tonight was different…..

I ended up at a quaint poetry spot on the other side of town but before I could make it in and have a sit down I heard a sweet melody coming from the club across the street it wrapped itself all around me and infused me with its heat I headed toward the sounds against my will with each beat of the bass I was beginning to feel…..alive as the beats vibrated through my chest and pulsated in my thighs the horns seduced me with such ease and each note from the piano left me thoroughly pleased I opened the door not really sure of what I was expecting to see but I found myself staring into the most piercing pair of eyes and to my surprise they were staring back at me yes…tonight would be different I always see them as they walk in But never has my attention been this far spent Although I didn’t want to seem desperate with my stare I could not release her from my sight and of that she was very aware I watched her as she moved slowly to the bar In that nicely fitted dress and stilettos that enhanced her sexiness as she walked With every step she took I watched as she periodically glanced back at me I quickly changed the song that was playing and put in “ Kool and the Gangs Tonight

Tonight would be different… I got the waitress’ attention and this is what I said “Hey, the beautiful lady at the bar with the very pretty hair gorgeous dark brown eyes in the very sexy dress with those seriously amazing thighs in those 5 inch stilettos…All of her drinks are on me Oh and please to tell her that this song is my testimony As I watched her without shame I felt a passion as well as desire Everything about her had me completely mesmerized I have seen them come and I have watched them go away But this one right here without any doubt was truly the Lady of my every Day The appeal of her confidence continued to stimulate my interest This was not a typical night…Tonight would be different.

 I walked over to the bar,s at in a way that i could see him any inhibitions i had i left outside…tonight I didnt need them he stopped the song that was playing mid way through to the chagrin of some of the patrons then just as quickly he played my song……. “there goes my baby” I knew it was for me even before I spoke to the waitress I borrowed her pad and scribbled something quickly and asked if she’d be so kind and take it back to the dj…. a man id known all of five minutes…didn’t even know his name but I knew I couldn’t deny the fact that within me he’d ignited a flame I was confident that after tonight I wouldn’t be the same I felt a wildness down in my spirit that I was sure he knew how to tame so I sat and waited patiently for him to make his next move the anticipation was too much….my my my…if only he knew the thoughts I was having, basking in the glow of the vibes he was sending tonight wouldn’t be the same…..because tonight…I was different

The waitress returned to me with a note that was precise and to the point The note said that she was feeling me and there was no need for her to front I was still very amazed that I had seen someone as beautiful as she And much more to my amazement she was interested in me I watched as guys very often sat next to her trying to buy her drinks and get her to dance I was watchin so hard that i could read her lips, “Sorry not thirsty and I have a man” Songs by Luther, Marvin, The Ojay’s, and Maze, and others as such is for some reason all that I could find Every song in which I played I played with her in mind I felt the need to swing out so i Woman By Raheem Devaughn As I walked over to her she was getting out of her seat as if she was reading me We made our way to the dance floor and the danced like we had been partners for years Tonight would be different and for it to end was my biggest fear In a continuous play followed Sweetest Taboo by Sade, then”Like a star by Corrine Bailey Raye” As I held her close and whispered the words to the songs in her ear I never thought I’d experience love at first site If there was a minister in the spot that night, she coulda became my wife I stood on the dance floor and watched as she worked her way back to her seat I signaled to the bartender, anotha drink for the lady on me As back to the DJ booth I went I could only think…Tonight was different…

 tonight I let my hair down…tonight…I danced tonight I allowed myself to enjoy the company of this man I was caught in the moment….felt so liberated my every desire he was in tune with, my every want he satiated we hadn’t really spoken but we communicated in other ways the harmonious movement of our bodies the heat within our gaze so amazed………I was surely being wooed I had been chased many times but never had I been pursued he held on to me for dear life but handled me as if I would break I was dreading the moment we’d have to end our embrace he caressed the side of my cheek, whispered something to me so sweet I tried desperately to pull myself together and went back to my seat…….. and I waited I wasn’t leaving ‘til we had a chance to talk who would have known when I decided to leave that dreary life behind I would have walked right into heaven into the arms of an angel stole my heart without even coming from behind his table he played the soundtrack of his heart and I eagerly listened now not only tonight but every night here after will

be wonderfully different