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There have been nights love when I have not been able to dream, and on this particular night that I could not sleep. I could not sleep because my thoughts were occupied by……….you! So this night
Can I?
Can I take you there? I want you to want me- to be that man that holds you at night giving you multiples of mental orgasms until your synapse spasms. As subconscious as it may be, conscious ecstasy is my experience when I do dream…you know what I mean? Can I take you there? It may sound like love, but it’s not, it may sound like lust but it’s not. It is anxiety leading up to those things, like you wearing my ring, yessss………You’re the reason why I sing as I watch flowers bloom, and us jumping the broom. Can I take you there Love? Can I take you there? It is not too far; just an emotion away. I can ease your mind, so do not worry about confusion, that is just an illusion.
In my world you will realize you can stay there, sleep there you will have no fear, we can make love there, you will feel like you are on drugs there, but only high off life. it’s been compared to heaven there I keep it real here and I provide constant attention here. Can you see me combing your hair, running your bath water, communicating with our daughter?
Your dinner is ready. Here we will read John 3:16 there. Can I take you there My love? Can I take you there? Disrespectful brothers get smacked here, fast women that approach me when you go to the ladies room get to talk to my hand here. I will make love to you until we exhaust ourselves of every single solitary ounce of strength here, and do it again and again and again here yesssssss!
Right here right here….. ummmmmmmmm right here ooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeee right here! We can make a lot of noise here and last but not least, we will. You don’t have to worry about tomorrow, it never comes here. It is always today. So we will last forever here. Leaving you is not even a thought here. as long as you are here, I will whisper sweet things in your right ear while covering your left ear so the words cannot escape.
Can I tattoo images of you, on the inside of my eyelids, so that every time I blink I think of you? can I, carry you where ever it is that you must go, so that you may never walk away from me? Can I Pray to God and ask him to make me a modern day miracle and have you impregnate me because I can not bear to see you in pain. Can I take your name when we get married?
Can I be your lover every day? Can I discover new found land in your temple? Can I boldly go where no man has ever thought to, and that is to go with you to buy new shoes, cause you know that takes forever and you are worth me missing the Lakers vs the Spurs? Can I buy sets of towels that say his and hers?
can I speak to you in French Mon amour vous etes mon sloeil Qui s elve dans mon est et mes series dans mon ouest Peux-Je Faire cela? and in case you don’t understand. let me translate it back my love. You are my sun that rises in my east and sets in my west. Can I do that? Can I pour vintage wine in your belly button, until I am drunk? Can I make love to you until one or both of us smells like pure de funk? Can I protect you with martial arts as if I was a Shaolin monk? Can I get a little ghetto with you and do as the young folk say and keep it crunk, and can I every now and then lust after and stare at all the junk in your trunk?
Can I do that can I be your pure portal to pure ecstasy? Can I Show you how I get goosebumps whenever you are next to me? Can I travel to the end of the world to make sure Columbus was not lying to us and if I cant afford that, do you mind going to the beach with me on a public bus to watch the sun set, but I didn’t forget you are my sun and if I want to see it set, I’ll just close my eyes and shift them from east to west, because I have sketched images of you. These are just mere fractions of the places I long to go, and things that I’m willing to do. All you have to do is say you love me too. So can you do that?